An
angel comes down to the ghost of Daniel who has done his best to remain
earthbound.
The
angel asks gently, 'Why do you hate God so much?'
Daniel
yells, 'Where were you or your God when my enemies closed in around me? Where
was your God when I was bullied for being autistic? For being different? Called
names, chased down, shoved around, threatened, had things thrown at me, punched
in the mouth while I sat at my desk minding my own business? Where was your
God?!' he demands, near tears.
'So
now I'm afraid," Daniel continued, 'I had enough to fear here on Earth
while I was alive.'
'What
are you afraid of?' the angel asked.
'Hell,'
Daniel replied, 'because I didn't always love God, because I didn't always feel
his presence during my worst moments. I couldn't understand why he would let
those things happen to me. Why didn't anyone help?! Why didn't someone make it
stop? Why didn't God make it stop?'
'God
was with you, Daniel,' the angel replied gently, 'he felt your pain and cried
when you did. God loves you, Daniel, he always has.'
Still
hurt and not willing to believe that a loving God would allow any of his
children to suffer for any reason, Daniel turned away from the angel.
Not
angry or offended, the angel put his hands on Daniel's temples and showed him
the good times in his life as well, which were more numerous than the bad ones.
His loving family, his grandparents who doted on him, funny things that he'd
done and said during his short years which had brought people joy without him
realizing it. Holidays. Games and friends he'd forgotten as his hurt had begun
to overwhelm him.
Daniel
bowed his head, wishing to go to heaven, but still afraid.
The
angel said to him, 'I'll give you three days to decide, Daniel. I'll be back.'
Daniel
watched as the angel disappeared as he thought about what the angel had said.
He remembered more of the good things in his life as the bad began to fade
away. He understood that the people who had bullied him had done so because
they hadn't understood. They hadn't asked, he hadn't had the words to explain,
and didn't think that explaining would have done any good anyway.
He
remembered the sadness, and when he'd felt himself slipping away from God.
Daniel
closed his eyes and prayed for forgiveness.
Within
five minutes the angel had reappeared and asked Dan again if he was ready to go
to heaven.
'Do
I deserve to go there?' Daniel asked.
'All
who truly repent their sins are forgiven. God loves all of his children. There
is a place for you if you wish it.'
Dan
walked up to the gates of heaven and saw a marble desk in front of him with St.
Peter sitting behind it, behind him were the gates to heaven.
St.
Peter asks 'What is your name?'
'My
name is Daniel,' the ghost answered.
St
Peter looks in the book and says, 'Well, I see you've committed some wrong
doings, but I also see that you have repented your sins, so God has instructed
me to allow you in.'
The
gates open and there was a steam engine locomotive with 1000s of other saved
souls aboard.
They
got on the train and entered Paradise.
After
they got off the train they entered a hallway. Every hallway that was there had
doors. Behind each doorway was a custom Paradise which God had set aside for
them, and they were finally at peace.
The
End
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